Exceeding
Expectations
by Lisa
April Smith
About the author . . .
Lisa April Smith lives with her husband,
He-who-wishes-to-remain-anonymous, in Eternal Playland , Florida .
Ms. Smith describes Eternal Playland as: "a little piece of level heaven
with occasional dampness, where the bugs are plentiful but respectful, and even
the smallest strip mall contains at least one pizza place and a nail salon."
Before discovering a passion for writing, Ms. Smith sold plumbing
and heating and antiques, taught ballroom dancing, tutored, modeled, designed
software and managed projects for IBM and returned to college multiple times to
study anthropology, sociology and computer science, in which she holds degrees,
as well as psychology, archeology, literature, history and art. Combine those widely
diverse interests with a love of travel and a gift for writing page-turners and
it’s easy to understand one reviewer’s unbridled praise for Exceeding Expectations, “She (Ms. Smith)
has a brilliance for conveying characters, and the intellectual capacity to
place them in historical settings that sparkle with glamorous detail . . . that
make it fun to read . . . ” But it takes much more than lush settings, an eye
for detail and a love of history to write a page-turner. Read what another
reviewer said about Exceeding
Expectations: “Lisa April Smith . . . has woven an intriguingly rich
tapestry of delightful well-developed characters into a perfectly balanced plot
bursting with riveting mystery, crimes of the petty and the horrible sort,
suspenseful twists, and romantic tension complete with love scenes that sizzle
and pop. . . Clearly, this author has, and wishes to share with her readers, what
the French call joie de vivre – not simply the joy of life – but an
all-encompassing appreciation for every facet of life.”
For more about Lisa, her books,
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Thank you for stopping by, Lisa. I’m looking
forward to learning a little about you and your approach to writing.
A: Thank you for inviting me, Satin.
A. Reading has
always been an integral part of my life. My family all read voraciously. For
most of my life prior to getting married, we didn’t own a television. We were
the last American family to own one and when it broke my father refused to fix
or replace it. He insisted that television was turning our brains to mush
because no one was reading. I always knew that I could write because I never
received less than “A’s” on essays and term papers. And I do remember, when I
was in elementary school, daydreaming about characters and inventing elaborate
plots, but at twelve grownup responsibilities forced me to focus on the
practical. Fortunately, I found time to read – non-fiction to feed my hungry
curiosity and fiction for escape and solace. But it wasn’t until my children
were grown that the need to write fiction resurfaced, abruptly, with the impact
of a tsunami.
Q. What can you tell us about Exceeding
Expectations, your new book?
A. I wanted the book to be a page-turner suspense, primarily written for
women, so naturally I included sizzle. The factual events that inspired it took
place in Palm Beach , which triggered my
imagination to incorporate additional lush settings, like an expansive estate
in Virginia , an entire five-story Manhattan townhouse, and Paris . But frankly, I adore the characters.
There’s the irresistible rascal Jack Morgan – lackluster artist, gifted lover
who prefers women older than himself, and utterly devoted father. His daughter
Charlotte (Charlie), a self-deprecating 23 year old who is aware that she’s
pampered, over-protected and unprepared to do anything besides marrying a
member of her elite social class. Raul
Francesco, the
sexy young lawyer, Cuban expatriate, who enjoys teasing Charlie, when he’s not
helping her deal with the fallout of her father’s devastating suicide. But I
also provide supporting characters with unique personalities. I don’t want to
ruin the surprises that I’ve worked to hard to include by identifying and
describing them. Readers will discover them for themselves.
Q. Do your books require much research?
A. Absolutely! Some books more than others. I’m a stickler for accuracy.
When I find the 2nd or 3rd critical error in a book I’m reading, that’s it for
me. I’m done. Fortunately, I love history and find research fascinating. I
estimate that for every researched detail I use, thirty are waiting to be
plucked from my Word files or taking up needed space in my brain. Is it any
wonder I have problems remembering names?
Q. When you’re away from your desk, what you
enjoy doing to relax?
A. I love travelling outside the US – which we do from time to time,
when I can convince my husband to cooperate. We’ve been to the UK , primarily London , twice.
Q. Can
you tell us some of the places you’ve visited, where would you like to see that
you haven’t and name the place you’d most like to return to?
A. A three part question: 1) We’ve
been to Aruba, Guadalupe, St. Martin, the Dominican
Republic , Puerto Rico , Mexico , Canada ,
Italy , France , England ,
China
– loved them all. 2) I’d like to go everywhere but if I had to choose a few
favorites it would Spain , Argentina , Holland ,
Peru , Russia and Israel . 3) If I had to pick only one, I would go back
to China
– in a heartbeat. We spent three weeks touring and there’s still so much we
haven’t seen. It’s a huge, very diversified country with deserts and
snow-capped mountains, sophisticated business-centric cities and rural
farmland. And because many parts of China haven’t been affected by
industrialization you can still find examples of things being done the same way
they were done hundreds of years ago. That’s fascinating!
Q. What is your favorite ethnic food?
A. I have two favorite ethnic foods: Chinese and
Italian.
Q. What particularly pleases you about
writing fiction?
The creative experience. I’ve always envied painters, sculptors,
composers. Imagine applying oil to canvas and fashioning a masterpiece. Imagine
hearing wonderful music in your head that hasn’t been heard before. Imagine
turning a shapeless lump of clay, or block of stone, into an object that
produces emotions in viewers. Writing is an art too. With words as their sole
tool, authors weave them into stories and place invented people into invented
problematic situations. If the author is truly skillful, she not only
entertains, she touches, transports and meaningfully moves readers. That’s a
powerful and addicting drug.
About Exceeding Expectations
It’s 1961 and Palm Beach socialite,
irresistible rascal and devoted father Jack
Morgan encounters genuine danger while staging his suicide to shield his
beloved daughters from disgrace. Next, meet his daughter Charlotte (Charlie), an
over-indulged 23 year-old struggling to cope with the traumatizing loss of her
beloved father, her sister’s resulting mental breakdown and the discovery that
she’s suddenly penniless. Fortunately Raul, an admiring young attorney, appears
to offer assistance. As terrified as she is about daily survival, Charlie soon
realizes that she has to learn what drove her father to kill himself. With
Raul’s much needed ego-bolstering, the drive of necessity and unforeseen determination,
Charlie finds a practical use for her annoyingly lean 5’ 11” frame. In time, this
career finances her hard-wrought independence, her sister’s costly treatment
and an emotional eye-opening journey to Paris .
Jumping back in
time to romantic pre-WWII Paris ,
readers meet young Alan Fitzpatrick –
aka Jack Morgan – lack-luster artist and expert lover and the bewitching girl
who will become the mother of his children. Not even Charlie’s relentless detective
work will uncover all Jack’s secrets, but in a fireworks of surprise endings, she
discovers all that she needs to know and more:
disturbing truths about her father, her own unique talent, crimes great
and small and a diabolical villain.
Chapter One of
Exceeding Expectations
January 2, 1962
Glancing down at the Porsche’s speedometer Jack eased up on the gas. The nearest car was a mile back, but a cop could be hiding around the next bend. Being stopped by the police did not fit into Jack’s plan. He blamed the excitement. And guilt. Composing the single page to his daughters had been agony. There was no nice way to say he intended to kill himself. There were no comforting euphemisms for suicide. No words to excuse a mortal sin. And worst of all, no way to ease the pain his beloved girls would experience. But they, and everyone else, had to believe his intention was absolute and irreversible or the plan would fail. After several miserable gut-wrenching attempts, Jack wrote how much he loved them and said that this was something he had to do to protect them.
Knowing he could rely on Petal’s steely strength, Jack’s letter to his wife was more direct. He had explained that he was doing this to save her and his girls from scandal and disgrace. And as he was making this noble sacrifice, he knew she could be relied on to be good to his daughters. Petal might not be the maternal sort, but no one could accuse her of being tight-fisted. After reading the letter, his dying declaration, and waiting for two Chivas Regal’s straight to take effect, she would call a few select members of her powerful family, and her attorney. The results of those calls would be a discreet obituary in The New York Times, another in the local paper, hinting at a long-term debilitating disease, and no further investigation. A quiet memorial service would be held inManhattan ,
Petal’s preferred place of residence, and she would be stunning in black for
the next six to ten weeks, depending on her social calendar.
The best thing about his plan was its simplicity. He would wait until two or three in the morning when the roads would be deserted, park the car on the middle of a bridge and disappear into the night. The bridge and town had been carefully selected – less than a five-mile walk to the railroad to prevent someone later recalling giving a lift to a stranger. And the town had to be small – an insignificant speck on the map. The smaller the town, Jack had reasoned, the less sophisticated the police force. Fielding,Florida ,
a town that lacked a drug store, supermarket, bank, and beauty parlor was
ideal. Serious crime in Fielding probably consisted of intimidating the kids
who tipped over outhouses on Halloween and jailing the same town drunk every
Friday night. A costly abandoned car, coupled with the later discovered suicide
notes, guaranteed Jack would be the topic of intense gossip for years, and the
object of a bumbling investigation for no more than a week. The Porsche would
get more attention than the lack of a corpse in an area where alligators
outnumbered house pets, and a Ford with all four fenders intact was considered
a damned fine automobile.
Once he boarded a train he’d be fine. Men who rode the rails kept secrets. They were members of a tribe of vagabonds who preferred the town around the next curve – adventurous men ready to share a pot of tramp stew with another kindred spirit. And he was eager to join them. For the last two and half decades, his life had revolved around his girls. Jack had chosen that life and never once regretted it. A man couldn’t have finer daughters than Amelia and Charlotte. But they were grown now and maybe he had earned himself a change. He thought he might head forTexas ,
a leviathan-sized state where a man’s past was not apt to be questioned. And Texas was known for its
horses. He loved horses — riding them, watching them trot, canter, toss their
heads, nurse their foals. Gorgeous, glorious creatures they were.
After several hours of driving through towns too small to boast a stop sign, Jack reached his destination. A weather-beaten building with a concave roof housed the grocery that doubled as Fielding’s post office. He gave his letters to a leathery man behind the counter and gazed at a jar of pickles with interest. He had been so focused on reaching his destination he had forgotten to eat lunch. “Is there a place around here to get something to eat?” “Just Wiley’s. Kind of a bar/restaurant down the street. Lost its sign in the last hurricane, but you’ll find it.”
An orange neon light in the window erratically flickered Budweiser. Jack glanced inside. It was more bar than restaurant, and grimy. Lacking an alternative, he entered. A wall of vacant knotty-pine booths faced a long bar backed by a mirror so streaked with fly droppings and smoke, that reflected images appeared cloudy. Five or six patrons turned to note his presence and then quickly resumed what they had been doing. Jack proceeded to the bar’s last booth and took a seat where he could oversee the comings and goings. The gym bag containing twenty-seven thousand dollars he stowed under the table.
A blowsy overweight waitress with an elaborate hairdo and a too-tight skirt approached. “Need a menu?” she asked as she wiped the table with a dingy towel.
“What time do you stop serving food?”
“The kitchen closes at eight.”
Jack removed his buck suede jacket and placed it on the seat beside him. Assuming this place closed at midnight, he had five long hours to kill. “Bring me a draft beer and a hamburger. And if you could spare a newspaper, I’d appreciate it.”
She soon returned with his beer and a ten-page weekly tabloid filled with notices of church events, and feed and grain ads. It was a typical weekday night in a small town bar: plenty of griping and boasting, lengthy recitations of what could have been and should have been, a few stale jokes, more men than women, a lot of talk, little action.
“Would you turn up the radio?” a customer called from the far end of the bar. “That’s me and Wanda’s favorite song.”
The bartender adjusted the dial. A twangy melancholy western tune drowned out the dull background noise.
“Turn it down! Turn that blasted thing down!” several customers shouted in unison.
The bartender found an agreeable level of volume and conversation resumed. It started to rain about nine — a light drizzle at first and then a steady hard-driving downpour. On her return trip from the ladies room, a woman in her late thirties, attractive in a tired way, paused to inquire if Jack would be in town for a while. He politely explained that he was just passing through and she rejoined her companions at the bar.
“That would be eighty cents, including the beer. Would you mind settling up now?” the waitress asked at nine-thirty. “I’m leaving in a few minutes. Buddy, that’s the bartender, he’ll take care of you. I’m going home to my kids.” Jack handed her a dollar and told her to keep the change. At ten o’clock Jack went to the men’s room and ducked into a stall. Removing the bills from the gym bag Jack distributed them around the money belt. Twenty-seven thousand dollars. Money painstakingly gleaned from his checking account in amounts that wouldn’t later arouse suspicion. It wouldn’t finance the way of life he had been enjoying very long, but it could buy ten new Chevrolets. More than enough for a fresh start.
Customers, who had been checking their watches and shaking their heads for the last hour or more, decided the rain was not going to let up. One by one, they finished their beers, turned up their collars, cursed the weather and dashed into the street.
“Last call,” the owner announced to Jack and two stragglers. “Closing at eleven cause of this miserable weather.”
“No more for me. I gotta go to work tomorrow,” the older of the two remaining men announced. He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand and paid his tab. Jack closed his eyes and listened to rain pounding the wood roof. The last customer drank his beer and stared out the front window at the unrelenting downpour. He was about Jack’s size and weight, somewhere in his twenties – a kid. His light brown hair was home-cut and in need of a trim. His pants were deeply creased and stained with what Jack guessed to be grease. A handyman, or maybe a mechanic who worked nearby.
Jack grabbed the empty gym bag, handed a dollar bill to the bartender, and headed for the door. The kid blocked the exit.
“My truck’s about a mile or so down the road. It weren’t raining when I started out. I’d be grateful, mister, if you could give me a ride,” the kid said.
Jack appraised the kid grinning back at him. Crooked teeth vied with one another for space, and his tired green eyes spoke of a resilience born of hardship. The faded denim shirt he wore over a grimy T-shirt would provide no protection from the cold and rain. Jack looked at the bartender owner hoping for some indication that this kid was a local, but the bartender was busy counting the day’s receipts. “You having any trouble with that truck?” Jack tapped his chest. “This old ticker of mine doesn’t work as good as it used to,” he lied. “If you need a hand with that truck, I’m afraid I’m not going to be able to help.”
“I got no trouble with the truck. Runs dandy,” he assured Jack. “I left it at a farmhouse to be unloaded. Sold them folks a cord of firewood. But they had to unload and stack it theirselves. That was the deal. They unload it and stack it theirselves whilst I go into town.”
Jack weighed the risk. He had twenty-seven thousand dollars in the money belt, but this kid didn’t know that. All he knew was that it was pouring, it was cold and he needed a ride. Eleven o’clock was far too early for Jack to carry out his plan. All that awaited him was two or three hours of boredom in a parked car. “What’s your name, kid?”
“Folks mostly call meIowa .”
“My name’s Jack and the Porsche across the street is mine. Wait here. No sense both of us getting soaked.” By the time Jack reached the car and jumped in, his hair and clothes were drenched. MostlyIowa had fared little
better. “Which direction?” Jack asked his passenger.
“You’re headin’ the right way. Just follow the road a piece. I’ll tell you where to turn.”
“Is it on the left or the right?”
“Left.”
“I expect you live around here.”
“Just passin’ through.”
They soon left the residential part of town. The driving rain and incessant flip-flop flip-flop of the windshield wipers blurred his vision. Jack tried the high beams and quickly switched back. Pointing to a dim light on what appeared to be a house he asked, “It that it?”
“Nope. That ain’t it. It’s up yonder a bit.”
“When I first saw you,Iowa , I said to myself, now there’s a fellow
who knows his way around cars. You a mechanic?”
“I fiddled with cars some. Nothing as swanky as this.”
For the next two or three miles there wasn’t a break in the road — not a path, planted field, farmhouse or shed, only endless sawgrass and pine trees. “That had to be some hike into town. Are you sure we didn’t pass it? You did say it was on the left?”
“Yep. On the left.”
While Jack had been struggling to locate the elusive house and truck, MostlyIowa
had been facing right. Damn! What an idiot he had been! A solitary man wearing
expensive clothes and a flashy gold watch. A new Porsche – obviously his. A
mysterious gym bag that had never left his side. A transient loner who needed a
ride. “We must have passed it. I’m going
to turn around.”
“Just pull over here!” MostlyIowa ’s eyes were cold. His right hand
expertly cradled a knife.
Targeted like a deer by a hungry kid. Stalked! Jack’s foot remained on the accelerator. “You don’t want to do this,Iowa . How about I slow
down to ten, fifteen miles an hour and you jump out? We part friends and forget
this ever happened.”
“You stop this here car or I’ll stick you like a pig. It wouldn’t bother me none to kill you.”
Now Jack was a man who liked a good laugh as much as the next guy, but irony had its place. Dying the very night he scheduled his fake suicide was not his idea of a joke.Iowa
grabbed Jack’s right arm. “Stop this car or I’ll cut out your gizzard and leave
it for the birds.”
“I’m not stopping the car as long as you got that knife,” Jack said in a calm friendly voice. He could feel the frightening tip of the steel blade through his suede jacket. “Toss it out the window and I’ll stop the car.”
Iowa
grabbed the steering wheel. The Porsche hydroplaned and fish-tailed, barely
avoiding trees on both sides of the road.
By intuitively releasing his grip, the finely engineered racing car realigned itself. Jack glanced at his passenger looking for some hint of humanity, still hoping to change the kid’s mind, yet very much aware of the danger. “You’re going to get us both killed. We’re doing twenty miles an hour. The ground is soft from the rain. Open the door and roll out.”
“Not a chance in hell, you miserable fuck. You’re going to die.”
The knife slashed the jacket and dug into the money belt. If it weren’t for the thick wad of bills, the blade would be boring into his rib cage. Jack deliberately swerved the car right and then left.Iowa grabbed the wheel.
Using the butt of his right fist Jack smashed his attacker’s hand. Iowa howled with pain
and dropped the knife. He alternated curses with punches aimed at Jack’s head.
Jack fought to simultaneously keep the car on the road with his left hand and ward off his attacker with his right. A pothole caughtIowa
off balance. He slid away. Jack used the opportunity to use the bent right arm
that had been guarding his chest and lash out, landing an explosive blow with
his clenched fist. He could feel the bridge
of Iowa ’s nose collapse,
hear the bones crack.
“Goddamn you! You jackass. You busted my nose!”Iowa fumbled beneath the
seat.
Seeing the dreaded knife reappear, Jack made the only decision left. “Don’t say I didn’t warn you.” He braced himself and floored the Porsche, aiming the passenger side at a massive oak tree.Iowa reached for the
wheel again, too late. The car hit the tree with a violent jolt, throwing both
men forward. A branch smashed the windshield a microsecond before Jack’s head
reached it. The glass shattered harmlessly, but his chest had struck the
steering wheel with an impact that left him gasping for air. The motor groaned
and sputtered as Jack waited with his eyes closed. His chest ached with every
breath. Tentatively touching his forehead he discovered a swelling throbbing
bump. Jack opened his eyes. Mostly Iowa
had not fared as well. He lay slumped against the door. Blood from the broken
nose bathed his face, neck, and shirt. Jack didn’t know if he was dead or
unconscious, but he wouldn’t be a threat for a while.
“Why didn’t you jump when you had the chance?” Jack asked the limp figure. “Soon as I find out what kind of shape I’m in, I’ll figure out what I’m going to do with you. If I can walk back to town, I’ll send someone out to help. And that’s better than you deserve, you dumb bastard, considering you were trying to kill me.”
Limb by limb, joint by joint, Jack tested his extremities. His arms, hands, and fingers moved, painfully, but they didn’t appear to be broken. He flexed one leg and then the other. “My legs seem okay,” he informed his silent companion. His chest and shoulders ached. “Probably cracked a few ribs and there’s a buzzing in my ears. Going to be sore for a while, as well as black and blue, but I’m alive. What about it,Iowa ? You going to make
it?”
Jack leaned across the inert body expecting to hear a heartbeat. Nothing. Silence. The kid was dead! Jesus Christ! He hadn’t intended to kill the kid. His goal had been to prevent his own imminent demise.
“Now look what you did,Iowa . You tried to kill me and you ended up
killing yourself. God damn dumb kid!” he said to keep his teeth from
chattering. “God damn dumb kid!” His entire right side throbbed and he was
trembling. “Got to get out of here.”
He tried the door handle. It turned, but the bowed door would not budge. He threw all his weight against it and grimaced. It groaned in sympathy and swung open causing him to crash onto the muddy ground. The rain had subsided to a trickle. Jack wiped his hands on soggy moss and sat down to think beside the demolished car.
There was nothing more that could be done forIowa . His problems were
over. Jack’s problems had tripled. In a day or two, Petal and the girls would
read the letters he had mailed. A first-class plan wiped out because he wanted
to help out a dumb kid. Okay, he told himself, if faking his suicide by leaving
the Porsche on a bridge was no longer possible, he simply needed a new plan. A
new plan. Jesus, Mary, and Joseph. The Porsche would be traced to him. They
would find a dead kid in his car. If he disappeared now he would be accused of
murder. Unless . . . Unless . . . Iowa was about his size.
The police would assume the body belonged to Jack Morgan if – if it was
unrecognizable. But how? The car and its contents would have to be burnt beyond
recognition. He could do that. Provided he kept calm, and no one came along in
the interim, it was a good alternative plan.
Jack removed the ruined suede jacket. It could go on the corpse. A scrap of burnt suede would add to the illusion, as would his wedding band. He had intended to sell it before he reachedTexas , but it would be
better used now. As he removed the ring he noticed his prized gold watch. They
might look for it. It was too bad about the watch, but it too had to go.
The tight quarters inside the crumpled Porsche, coupled with Jack’s reluctance to touch the bloody corpse made the exchange time consuming, exhausting, and grisly. As a final touch, Jack traded shoes with the dead man before shoving him into position behind the wheel.
An hour had passed since the crash and no one had driven by. His luck was holding. Now he needed matches. Matches or a cigarette lighter. His pockets yielded neither. His plan would fail because he lacked a pack of matches that every bar and restaurant supplied free. Think, he told himself. There had to be a solution. The Porsche’s cigarette lighter. Would it still work? Leaning overIowa ’s
body, Jack located it and pressed it. Thirty seconds later it popped out
glowing red. God bless the Germans! Every twenty or thirty years, it took a war
to remind them who was boss, but they sure knew how to build a car. Jack looked
for something to start the fire. Downed branches were too wet. A dry rag. He
kept a towel in the trunk.
Jack walked to the rear of the car to unlock the trunk but it wouldn’t release. He kicked it with his heel. Another sharp kick. The trunk creaked open. A white, still-folded hand towel lay tucked in a corner. A few more minutes and it would be over.
He stuffed as much of the towel as would fit into the gas tank, then replaced the ignition key. As he was about to press the cigarette lighter he remembered the knife. What if it were found with the remains?Palm beach
socialite Jack Morgan didn’t carry a switchblade. He would have to find it. Ten
minutes passed as he searched the car and the corpse. He was about to give up
when he felt it lodged under the passenger seat. He folded it, tucked it into
his belt, and inserted the dependable lighter.
Half a football field away Jack leaned against a tree and waited. Several times the flame appeared to die, only to flare up again. And then the rag ignited with an enormous pop – followed by ear-splitting thunder. Roaring flames, the height of a church steeple leapt from the car’s rear. Jack could no longer make outIowa ’s silhouette in the
flames. Just a few more minutes, he told himself. The smoke and heat from the
blaze reddened his face and seared his lungs. When it was time to leave Jack
strode away in Iowa ’s ill-fitting shoes, away
from the wrecked Porsche, the town of Fielding ,
and his past. Then he heard it. A train whistle. The magical hollow sound of a
train whistle. And it wasn’t far off. Damn, if he wasn’t a lucky so-and-so. One
of God’s favorite children. Jesus tolerated the pious, sober, and abstinent.
Yes, He tolerated the tiresome righteous and their smug unforgiving Christian
smiles. And He had little pity for the tyrant, the merciless, and the cruel.
But Jesus loved the ordinary sinner. Isn’t that what the bible taught? The
Almighty loved sinners. Without sinners there would have been no reason for
Jesus to come to earth and experience the joy and pain of mortals.
Intoxicating freedom mingled with the chilling air. Jack could forget the chafing money belt, cheap ill-fitting shoes, sore feet, and aching muscles. He had a new name and a thousand new possibilities. The next time he found himself with a drink in his hand he would rememberIowa and raise his glass
to the tragic dumb kid.
“This one’s for you,Iowa , you miserable misguided creature,” he
would say. “May the good Lord take mercy on your soul and your time in
Purgatory be brief.”
Glancing down at the Porsche’s speedometer Jack eased up on the gas. The nearest car was a mile back, but a cop could be hiding around the next bend. Being stopped by the police did not fit into Jack’s plan. He blamed the excitement. And guilt. Composing the single page to his daughters had been agony. There was no nice way to say he intended to kill himself. There were no comforting euphemisms for suicide. No words to excuse a mortal sin. And worst of all, no way to ease the pain his beloved girls would experience. But they, and everyone else, had to believe his intention was absolute and irreversible or the plan would fail. After several miserable gut-wrenching attempts, Jack wrote how much he loved them and said that this was something he had to do to protect them.
Knowing he could rely on Petal’s steely strength, Jack’s letter to his wife was more direct. He had explained that he was doing this to save her and his girls from scandal and disgrace. And as he was making this noble sacrifice, he knew she could be relied on to be good to his daughters. Petal might not be the maternal sort, but no one could accuse her of being tight-fisted. After reading the letter, his dying declaration, and waiting for two Chivas Regal’s straight to take effect, she would call a few select members of her powerful family, and her attorney. The results of those calls would be a discreet obituary in The New York Times, another in the local paper, hinting at a long-term debilitating disease, and no further investigation. A quiet memorial service would be held in
The best thing about his plan was its simplicity. He would wait until two or three in the morning when the roads would be deserted, park the car on the middle of a bridge and disappear into the night. The bridge and town had been carefully selected – less than a five-mile walk to the railroad to prevent someone later recalling giving a lift to a stranger. And the town had to be small – an insignificant speck on the map. The smaller the town, Jack had reasoned, the less sophisticated the police force. Fielding,
Once he boarded a train he’d be fine. Men who rode the rails kept secrets. They were members of a tribe of vagabonds who preferred the town around the next curve – adventurous men ready to share a pot of tramp stew with another kindred spirit. And he was eager to join them. For the last two and half decades, his life had revolved around his girls. Jack had chosen that life and never once regretted it. A man couldn’t have finer daughters than Amelia and Charlotte. But they were grown now and maybe he had earned himself a change. He thought he might head for
After several hours of driving through towns too small to boast a stop sign, Jack reached his destination. A weather-beaten building with a concave roof housed the grocery that doubled as Fielding’s post office. He gave his letters to a leathery man behind the counter and gazed at a jar of pickles with interest. He had been so focused on reaching his destination he had forgotten to eat lunch. “Is there a place around here to get something to eat?” “Just Wiley’s. Kind of a bar/restaurant down the street. Lost its sign in the last hurricane, but you’ll find it.”
An orange neon light in the window erratically flickered Budweiser. Jack glanced inside. It was more bar than restaurant, and grimy. Lacking an alternative, he entered. A wall of vacant knotty-pine booths faced a long bar backed by a mirror so streaked with fly droppings and smoke, that reflected images appeared cloudy. Five or six patrons turned to note his presence and then quickly resumed what they had been doing. Jack proceeded to the bar’s last booth and took a seat where he could oversee the comings and goings. The gym bag containing twenty-seven thousand dollars he stowed under the table.
A blowsy overweight waitress with an elaborate hairdo and a too-tight skirt approached. “Need a menu?” she asked as she wiped the table with a dingy towel.
“What time do you stop serving food?”
“The kitchen closes at eight.”
Jack removed his buck suede jacket and placed it on the seat beside him. Assuming this place closed at midnight, he had five long hours to kill. “Bring me a draft beer and a hamburger. And if you could spare a newspaper, I’d appreciate it.”
She soon returned with his beer and a ten-page weekly tabloid filled with notices of church events, and feed and grain ads. It was a typical weekday night in a small town bar: plenty of griping and boasting, lengthy recitations of what could have been and should have been, a few stale jokes, more men than women, a lot of talk, little action.
“Would you turn up the radio?” a customer called from the far end of the bar. “That’s me and Wanda’s favorite song.”
The bartender adjusted the dial. A twangy melancholy western tune drowned out the dull background noise.
“Turn it down! Turn that blasted thing down!” several customers shouted in unison.
The bartender found an agreeable level of volume and conversation resumed. It started to rain about nine — a light drizzle at first and then a steady hard-driving downpour. On her return trip from the ladies room, a woman in her late thirties, attractive in a tired way, paused to inquire if Jack would be in town for a while. He politely explained that he was just passing through and she rejoined her companions at the bar.
“That would be eighty cents, including the beer. Would you mind settling up now?” the waitress asked at nine-thirty. “I’m leaving in a few minutes. Buddy, that’s the bartender, he’ll take care of you. I’m going home to my kids.” Jack handed her a dollar and told her to keep the change. At ten o’clock Jack went to the men’s room and ducked into a stall. Removing the bills from the gym bag Jack distributed them around the money belt. Twenty-seven thousand dollars. Money painstakingly gleaned from his checking account in amounts that wouldn’t later arouse suspicion. It wouldn’t finance the way of life he had been enjoying very long, but it could buy ten new Chevrolets. More than enough for a fresh start.
Customers, who had been checking their watches and shaking their heads for the last hour or more, decided the rain was not going to let up. One by one, they finished their beers, turned up their collars, cursed the weather and dashed into the street.
“Last call,” the owner announced to Jack and two stragglers. “Closing at eleven cause of this miserable weather.”
“No more for me. I gotta go to work tomorrow,” the older of the two remaining men announced. He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand and paid his tab. Jack closed his eyes and listened to rain pounding the wood roof. The last customer drank his beer and stared out the front window at the unrelenting downpour. He was about Jack’s size and weight, somewhere in his twenties – a kid. His light brown hair was home-cut and in need of a trim. His pants were deeply creased and stained with what Jack guessed to be grease. A handyman, or maybe a mechanic who worked nearby.
Jack grabbed the empty gym bag, handed a dollar bill to the bartender, and headed for the door. The kid blocked the exit.
“My truck’s about a mile or so down the road. It weren’t raining when I started out. I’d be grateful, mister, if you could give me a ride,” the kid said.
Jack appraised the kid grinning back at him. Crooked teeth vied with one another for space, and his tired green eyes spoke of a resilience born of hardship. The faded denim shirt he wore over a grimy T-shirt would provide no protection from the cold and rain. Jack looked at the bartender owner hoping for some indication that this kid was a local, but the bartender was busy counting the day’s receipts. “You having any trouble with that truck?” Jack tapped his chest. “This old ticker of mine doesn’t work as good as it used to,” he lied. “If you need a hand with that truck, I’m afraid I’m not going to be able to help.”
“I got no trouble with the truck. Runs dandy,” he assured Jack. “I left it at a farmhouse to be unloaded. Sold them folks a cord of firewood. But they had to unload and stack it theirselves. That was the deal. They unload it and stack it theirselves whilst I go into town.”
Jack weighed the risk. He had twenty-seven thousand dollars in the money belt, but this kid didn’t know that. All he knew was that it was pouring, it was cold and he needed a ride. Eleven o’clock was far too early for Jack to carry out his plan. All that awaited him was two or three hours of boredom in a parked car. “What’s your name, kid?”
“Folks mostly call me
“My name’s Jack and the Porsche across the street is mine. Wait here. No sense both of us getting soaked.” By the time Jack reached the car and jumped in, his hair and clothes were drenched. Mostly
“You’re headin’ the right way. Just follow the road a piece. I’ll tell you where to turn.”
“Is it on the left or the right?”
“Left.”
“I expect you live around here.”
“Just passin’ through.”
They soon left the residential part of town. The driving rain and incessant flip-flop flip-flop of the windshield wipers blurred his vision. Jack tried the high beams and quickly switched back. Pointing to a dim light on what appeared to be a house he asked, “It that it?”
“Nope. That ain’t it. It’s up yonder a bit.”
“When I first saw you,
“I fiddled with cars some. Nothing as swanky as this.”
For the next two or three miles there wasn’t a break in the road — not a path, planted field, farmhouse or shed, only endless sawgrass and pine trees. “That had to be some hike into town. Are you sure we didn’t pass it? You did say it was on the left?”
“Yep. On the left.”
While Jack had been struggling to locate the elusive house and truck, Mostly
“Just pull over here!” Mostly
Targeted like a deer by a hungry kid. Stalked! Jack’s foot remained on the accelerator. “You don’t want to do this,
“You stop this here car or I’ll stick you like a pig. It wouldn’t bother me none to kill you.”
Now Jack was a man who liked a good laugh as much as the next guy, but irony had its place. Dying the very night he scheduled his fake suicide was not his idea of a joke.
“I’m not stopping the car as long as you got that knife,” Jack said in a calm friendly voice. He could feel the frightening tip of the steel blade through his suede jacket. “Toss it out the window and I’ll stop the car.”
By intuitively releasing his grip, the finely engineered racing car realigned itself. Jack glanced at his passenger looking for some hint of humanity, still hoping to change the kid’s mind, yet very much aware of the danger. “You’re going to get us both killed. We’re doing twenty miles an hour. The ground is soft from the rain. Open the door and roll out.”
“Not a chance in hell, you miserable fuck. You’re going to die.”
The knife slashed the jacket and dug into the money belt. If it weren’t for the thick wad of bills, the blade would be boring into his rib cage. Jack deliberately swerved the car right and then left.
Jack fought to simultaneously keep the car on the road with his left hand and ward off his attacker with his right. A pothole caught
“Goddamn you! You jackass. You busted my nose!”
Seeing the dreaded knife reappear, Jack made the only decision left. “Don’t say I didn’t warn you.” He braced himself and floored the Porsche, aiming the passenger side at a massive oak tree.
“Why didn’t you jump when you had the chance?” Jack asked the limp figure. “Soon as I find out what kind of shape I’m in, I’ll figure out what I’m going to do with you. If I can walk back to town, I’ll send someone out to help. And that’s better than you deserve, you dumb bastard, considering you were trying to kill me.”
Limb by limb, joint by joint, Jack tested his extremities. His arms, hands, and fingers moved, painfully, but they didn’t appear to be broken. He flexed one leg and then the other. “My legs seem okay,” he informed his silent companion. His chest and shoulders ached. “Probably cracked a few ribs and there’s a buzzing in my ears. Going to be sore for a while, as well as black and blue, but I’m alive. What about it,
Jack leaned across the inert body expecting to hear a heartbeat. Nothing. Silence. The kid was dead! Jesus Christ! He hadn’t intended to kill the kid. His goal had been to prevent his own imminent demise.
“Now look what you did,
He tried the door handle. It turned, but the bowed door would not budge. He threw all his weight against it and grimaced. It groaned in sympathy and swung open causing him to crash onto the muddy ground. The rain had subsided to a trickle. Jack wiped his hands on soggy moss and sat down to think beside the demolished car.
There was nothing more that could be done for
Jack removed the ruined suede jacket. It could go on the corpse. A scrap of burnt suede would add to the illusion, as would his wedding band. He had intended to sell it before he reached
The tight quarters inside the crumpled Porsche, coupled with Jack’s reluctance to touch the bloody corpse made the exchange time consuming, exhausting, and grisly. As a final touch, Jack traded shoes with the dead man before shoving him into position behind the wheel.
An hour had passed since the crash and no one had driven by. His luck was holding. Now he needed matches. Matches or a cigarette lighter. His pockets yielded neither. His plan would fail because he lacked a pack of matches that every bar and restaurant supplied free. Think, he told himself. There had to be a solution. The Porsche’s cigarette lighter. Would it still work? Leaning over
Jack walked to the rear of the car to unlock the trunk but it wouldn’t release. He kicked it with his heel. Another sharp kick. The trunk creaked open. A white, still-folded hand towel lay tucked in a corner. A few more minutes and it would be over.
He stuffed as much of the towel as would fit into the gas tank, then replaced the ignition key. As he was about to press the cigarette lighter he remembered the knife. What if it were found with the remains?
Half a football field away Jack leaned against a tree and waited. Several times the flame appeared to die, only to flare up again. And then the rag ignited with an enormous pop – followed by ear-splitting thunder. Roaring flames, the height of a church steeple leapt from the car’s rear. Jack could no longer make out
Intoxicating freedom mingled with the chilling air. Jack could forget the chafing money belt, cheap ill-fitting shoes, sore feet, and aching muscles. He had a new name and a thousand new possibilities. The next time he found himself with a drink in his hand he would remember
“This one’s for you,
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